Sitting here.....letting all the information sink in....I feel quite blank so I just deal with things. Okay thats such a vague statement.
Well the year of 2009 will definitely be a brand new start for me, as I will be moving to Airdrie hopefully in January. Well I got my sights on a private let at £250 a month, fair enough its only a studio flat but it would be a temporary place to live til I got on my feet. Also it would test if me and Andy are suited for each other I guess, because we getting the little place together hopefully.
Although....you think...why am I moving out in January?
Well the sucky thing is, my step mum is leaving with my 16year old step sister and my 11year old brother to a flat in Ardrossan that womens aid has provided until she gets a house. Things are that bad with my dad and her that she is leaving, I dont really blame her and I want her to go for the sake of her own happiness. Although thinking this doesnt make the situation any easier, I mean I feel all meh whenever I look at my doggies as they will be left with him and my cat too.
The main thing is, I will be ok when I do get out of here.
Wednesday, 31 December 2008
Wednesday, 17 December 2008
Computer Bits Breaking
Bleh....it really sucks when you realise that your laptop is ready for dying altogether,well at least be breaking down bit by bit. The laptop speakers are gone on it, and audio input for speakers is gone. The backlight to the screen is flickering off and on every once in a while...so i figured its eventually going to die, that when the motherboard got replaced, it was giving my laptop another year to live.
My dad has given me his spare computer, which isnt much better.....hence why it was a spare. I have it plugged up and using my tv as a monitor...which is kinda big. The only problem with this computer is that it just decides every once in a while, 'Oh I think I will be a pain in the ass and stop responding and mess up all the stuff you are doing'.
So Im sitting here...wondering if I should just buy a new laptop after christmas, maybe get one in the January sales, nothing special really...just one that works and is a bit better than my current one.
My dad has given me his spare computer, which isnt much better.....hence why it was a spare. I have it plugged up and using my tv as a monitor...which is kinda big. The only problem with this computer is that it just decides every once in a while, 'Oh I think I will be a pain in the ass and stop responding and mess up all the stuff you are doing'.
So Im sitting here...wondering if I should just buy a new laptop after christmas, maybe get one in the January sales, nothing special really...just one that works and is a bit better than my current one.
Thursday, 11 December 2008
The Stuffs
Well...I managed to get cure of the bacterial infection that appeared to take over my jaw, thats twice its happened to me now and its bloody pain! So hopefully no more swollen jaws in life unless someone tries to knock me out, but theres a slim chance that will happen.
So today Im going to the doctors....to see whats up, they must love this time of year because so many people I know are getting ill! mind you it keeps the doctors in business I suppose.
Well...Ive been doing an essay, its been quite interesting as its based on personality :) its just a small thing I've to do. I will be really excited to do this kind of study in 4th year as my honours project, although hopefully my supervisor will think that what angle I want to do the study will be ok :) So I will be leaving my really warm house tomorrow to go hand it in, I really wished they would make things electronic but its the joys of it having to be anonymous.
Im hoping to get down to Andys this weekend if I feel alright, as its his birthday this weekend. He's going to be 24! Im giving him the first and second series of NCIS, as he really likes that program :) plus I get to give him a mushy birthday card yay!
Although been talking to him recently about the idea of getting a little one-bedroom flat together, that way he is getting out of his house and Im getting out of mine. Yeah it means we have to pay bills and allsorts but it means we actually get to live our lives in peace. I imagine it being quite cozy living with him :) We even imagined what the rooms would be like as well...it was cute! I know its easier to talk about it than actually doing it, but maybe next year we will get started. Thing is...even if we weren't going out, I think we would still end up sharing a house as best mates :D
Well.....its only two weeks to christmas now, Im a bit excited because Im a big kid of course. Our christmas decorations are up in the living room as well! They look awesome, they black and silver (how awesome).
Although anyone heard about the upside down tree.....and to think people though I was pulling their legs about it, when its actually real.
But anyways thats me done babbling for now :)
So today Im going to the doctors....to see whats up, they must love this time of year because so many people I know are getting ill! mind you it keeps the doctors in business I suppose.
Well...Ive been doing an essay, its been quite interesting as its based on personality :) its just a small thing I've to do. I will be really excited to do this kind of study in 4th year as my honours project, although hopefully my supervisor will think that what angle I want to do the study will be ok :) So I will be leaving my really warm house tomorrow to go hand it in, I really wished they would make things electronic but its the joys of it having to be anonymous.
Im hoping to get down to Andys this weekend if I feel alright, as its his birthday this weekend. He's going to be 24! Im giving him the first and second series of NCIS, as he really likes that program :) plus I get to give him a mushy birthday card yay!
Although been talking to him recently about the idea of getting a little one-bedroom flat together, that way he is getting out of his house and Im getting out of mine. Yeah it means we have to pay bills and allsorts but it means we actually get to live our lives in peace. I imagine it being quite cozy living with him :) We even imagined what the rooms would be like as well...it was cute! I know its easier to talk about it than actually doing it, but maybe next year we will get started. Thing is...even if we weren't going out, I think we would still end up sharing a house as best mates :D
Well.....its only two weeks to christmas now, Im a bit excited because Im a big kid of course. Our christmas decorations are up in the living room as well! They look awesome, they black and silver (how awesome).
Although anyone heard about the upside down tree.....and to think people though I was pulling their legs about it, when its actually real.
But anyways thats me done babbling for now :)
Sunday, 7 December 2008
Christmas Christmas and Christmas!
All i keep thinking about is Christmas! Although it doesnt help when Im going christmas shopping every other day, wrapping presents up and writing out christmas cards. Truth is, it may be a hassle to alot of other people...oh spending sooo much money, but I LOVE christmas!
Well apart for the pandemonium in all the shops, and barely being able to walk a straight line anywhere, but I survive.
Today I was getting the last of my christmas shopping, wrapping paper and cards included....in Glasgow on a Saturday! But it took me 2hours to complete my mental christmas list that was in my head. So I was able to grab a Dark Cherry Mocha on the way to the train, and enjoy it as I thought how well I had done.
So I spent the rest of the night wrapping all the christmas presents I'd bought over the months, and to say its quite a cute bunch....since I was in the mood, I even wrapped some presents for my parents...since they always have soooo many presents for our family.....lots of nieces and nephews kicking around :oP
On Monday, I'm meeting up with my sister Lisa in Ayr, as we are going up to Dalmellington to give nana her presents. It will be good to see them, as I havent seen them since August. Although I was jealous because my nana was telling me that it had been snowing from 1pm a certain day through to 1pm the next day. We dont really get that here in Kilwinning, but I suppose Dalmellington is right up in the hills :oP
The only thing that is different this year is that I will be staying at Andys this year for boxing day which I really appreciate, as I usually go to my nanas for boxing day every year. This year she has my Uncle James staying with her whenever he isnt working, so there will be no room for me to stay. As I was being all, I've always went somewhere on boxing day, to Andy...he offered that I could come up to his! So Im all excited! It means I get to give Andy's family their presents on boxing day to open when Im there :D
18 days to go :oD
Well apart for the pandemonium in all the shops, and barely being able to walk a straight line anywhere, but I survive.
Today I was getting the last of my christmas shopping, wrapping paper and cards included....in Glasgow on a Saturday! But it took me 2hours to complete my mental christmas list that was in my head. So I was able to grab a Dark Cherry Mocha on the way to the train, and enjoy it as I thought how well I had done.
So I spent the rest of the night wrapping all the christmas presents I'd bought over the months, and to say its quite a cute bunch....since I was in the mood, I even wrapped some presents for my parents...since they always have soooo many presents for our family.....lots of nieces and nephews kicking around :oP
On Monday, I'm meeting up with my sister Lisa in Ayr, as we are going up to Dalmellington to give nana her presents. It will be good to see them, as I havent seen them since August. Although I was jealous because my nana was telling me that it had been snowing from 1pm a certain day through to 1pm the next day. We dont really get that here in Kilwinning, but I suppose Dalmellington is right up in the hills :oP
The only thing that is different this year is that I will be staying at Andys this year for boxing day which I really appreciate, as I usually go to my nanas for boxing day every year. This year she has my Uncle James staying with her whenever he isnt working, so there will be no room for me to stay. As I was being all, I've always went somewhere on boxing day, to Andy...he offered that I could come up to his! So Im all excited! It means I get to give Andy's family their presents on boxing day to open when Im there :D
18 days to go :oD
Friday, 5 December 2008
Feeling Alot Better
After a few sleepless nights, the swelling in my jaw has went down....thanks to antibiotics. I look normal again, well theres still a touch of swelling but I dont look as awful as I did in the last photo :)
So Im going into Glasgow today to do some christmas shopping, get the rest of it in......as I've already done half of it :D Still to put up my decorations, I've only put some tinsel up on my shelves, I now need to put it....everywhere else! :D My dogs had tinsel collars for a little while yesterday, it was so cute!
Merry Christmas everyone!
So Im going into Glasgow today to do some christmas shopping, get the rest of it in......as I've already done half of it :D Still to put up my decorations, I've only put some tinsel up on my shelves, I now need to put it....everywhere else! :D My dogs had tinsel collars for a little while yesterday, it was so cute!
Merry Christmas everyone!
Tuesday, 2 December 2008
Argggghhh! Swollen jaw totally sucks!
So yeah I sit here with one side of my face swollen, it all started at my jaw joint.....but i wasnt to know that it would end up with me sitting here looking like someone has punched me in the jaw. I'm holding a hot water bottle as I type this blog one-handed, trying to soothe the pain a little.
Being in this predicament has left me being unable to open my teeth wide enough to consume food, and it hurts that much that swallowing soup is a difficult process. Although on the plus side, my teeth open wide enough to slot some painkillers into my mouth and take dribbles of liquid.
What is wrong with me, I dont know and I sure as hell hope it aint anything serious, but knowing my luck its probably and infected gland or something.
But here is how hellish i look..
So Im getting up early tomorrow and if the swelling hasnt miraculously disappeared over night Im going to give the doctors a phone, to see if they can maybe tell me whats caused this sudden inflammation. I do hope they can help me though, anti-biotics or whatever it is that will make this go down!
Being in this predicament has left me being unable to open my teeth wide enough to consume food, and it hurts that much that swallowing soup is a difficult process. Although on the plus side, my teeth open wide enough to slot some painkillers into my mouth and take dribbles of liquid.
What is wrong with me, I dont know and I sure as hell hope it aint anything serious, but knowing my luck its probably and infected gland or something.
But here is how hellish i look..
So Im getting up early tomorrow and if the swelling hasnt miraculously disappeared over night Im going to give the doctors a phone, to see if they can maybe tell me whats caused this sudden inflammation. I do hope they can help me though, anti-biotics or whatever it is that will make this go down!
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